happy days :D

my apologies for not updating this thing in nearly a month, i have a lot of things to update on! i have been busy. well, sort of. i honestly havent been doing too much. o well the point is that im updating it now.

if you didnt know already, i am going to be going to school. i will be starting at ltc in january, and i will be going for childcare. my ultimate goal is still to be social work, and i will keep that goal in mind. im just working towards it slowly. when i do get into social work, i wanna work with kids and teens so it's all connected.

here's another update: i am totally and completely madly in love! i wanna tell the world about my amazing boyfriend eric. i havent even known him for a full 2 weeks yet, but i dont care. it feels like ive known him a lot longer. this sunday will be our 2 week anniversary. i just love him so much! my family really likes him too, so thats a big plus. when he came over here last friday to meet my family, he gave me a bouquet of a dozen white roses. monday afternoon i went over to his apartment and i had the most wonderful time with him. monday night was the first time we said "i love you" and yes, i did sleep over. im not gonna lie about it, i did sleep over there. but guess what people, it is possible for 2 people to sleep next to each other without anything happening and without any clothes coming off! because all that happened was we slept. im not that stupid. just making that clear. he is probably gonna be joining my family on thanksgiving. there is definitely long term potential here. i think he is the one :]

i have also voluntarily started going to therapy. i have a lot of fears and some phobias that i want to get over. i know that i cant do it alone, and i need help if i want to overcome them. i think i explained it better in my previous post. i wont go into great detail about what i am all afraid of, because i know ive explained it better in other postings.

well, that's all that i really have to update on. at least it's something! once again, i'm gonna try to update this more often.